Namasté Novelists...

If this subject already has been discussed to death, please forgive me...

I entered the "DMT - reality" yesterday for the first time, and feel for sharing my experience (what i remember of it... it's all quite complicated *smiles*) and I'm quite curious in knowing other people's experiences with with this "state of mind"... That is if anybody wants to share it with me...

Yesterday, at about 9 pm a friend packed the pipe, i put myself onto the bed, put the blanket around me, inhaled the quite unpleasant smoke into my lungs, and tried to keep it there for as long as possible while i put myself down on the bed... Already after a few seconds, the world around me started to change drastically...

My surroundings felt as if they were disappearing - or rather as if i slowly went into another dimension... or a level between the dimensions... Everything in the room had a kinda "squared" surface, breathing by its own... As soon as i felt that i had observed this, i started going through a tunnel filled with squares in colors which slowly became more and more colorful... Constantly changing and creating new shapes and colors... There was this extremly crispy sound that also influenced my body i felt, but soon that body didn't exist anymore...

First i had to give myself loose to this sensation, and struggled a bit (i think that's quite natural) but when i did give myself loose, i "entered" the realm of DMT... I was greeted by a being in a room (everything was made of full colored squares... they seemed to follow me all through the "trip") so full of love and it reached out for me and bid me welcome...

It had this kinda clown-mouth all red and somehow it communicated to me that everything was alright, and that there was space for me as well... Suddenly the word "Nirvana" entered my "consciousness" (or what was left of myself floating around somewhere) and kept echoing all around me... i had absolutely no track of "time" whatsoever, and basically i didn't care... i just floated around with all this love...

Then it changed, and some other kind of beings came to me... first a few... then more and more (basically they looked a bit like "gremlins", although i wasn't really afraid of them at that time). The clear and beautiful colors changed to some kind of muddy greenish and yellowish ones, and i felt that these creatures wanted to "take me over" in some way... First i just thought they were funny, and had a kind of "dance" with them... i would put clear colors in the center, then they would heap muddy colors over the colors that i 'd put... Everytime i thought of the word "love" they would make fun of it and say "noooo" ...

We "danced" like this for a while, and suddenly i became aware of myself somewhere... (which i shouldn't have... i should just have given in). i suddenly got this kinda paranoid idea, that i'd been there for a month or so, and that somebody was trying to wake me up from that state of mind i was in... Kinda like when you see people who've been blasted out in space on a heavy dose of acid, and they don't know how to get back... I remember wondering if i'd already been sent to a psychiatric hospital :o) and i thought that if that was the case, i better try to get out of it... the next moment i wouldn't care... then i'd try again but mostly because i thought of my family and the people that loves me...(i never knew that i was that stubborn *lol*)

Apparently i grabbed my friend in order to have something "real" to hold on to, since i thought (somewhere) that i might be in a mental institution. *G*... Also, my hair semed to be something to hold on to, and i have to say that i'm quite relieved to find, that i didn't pull it all out :o)

It went on like this for some "time" and suddenly my visions changed... i went back into the room with the loving being, floated around there "watching" the colors and tunnels and then it all changed again... I saw all these "eyes" looking at me from all around me, leaping out towards me, then withdrawing... The most trippy thing i've ever experienced... and probably ever will... (although i've heard that it gets wilder and wilder everytime you try it!)

Suddently i had the sensation of knowing that i was in a room in our 3 dimensional world, and could see a tiny bit of the furniture in the room, it would be there, then disappear... Apparently i'd been quite "wild" while i was out there... i "woke up" on the floor !!!

My first though was if i'd been throwing up, or in some other way "made a fool out of myself" *smiles* As if it mattered... (i've heard stories about men, who've been literally "shitting" in their pants while they were out there... luckily i went to the bathroom just before smoking)

My friend put on some music (Techno) with the sounds of didgeridoos in it, and i started dancing with all those eyes in one big unity... as my sight slowly came back, i had the same sensations as when the DMT started to work.... Everything consisted of colored squares, kinda mixing itself into our "reality"... All i had to do was closing my eyes and i'd be back in that other world with the eyes, which i did...

My friend put on a blacklight (UV-light) so that all the backdrops in the room became fluorescent.... I continued opening and closing my eyes mixing the two realities and its colors, while the music blasted out of the speaker...

It took a while before the sensation completely left me, and all i could say was "woooow"...

There is absolutely no words that could possibly explain what i saw, and my friend almost became high from all my flabbergasted cries.... We both laughed hysterically (of course he's been there as well... several times) and i have to admit that that is definitely not the last time i'll enter that dimension or whatever you wanna call it... Only i'm happy that the next time i'll have some idea as to what i'm going into...

But you couldn't possibly "prepare" other people for what they might experience... It just has to be tried... there's no other way!!!

I'm very interested in what other people has experienced, and i hope you won't mind sharing the experiences...

Bom.../ Starchild ;-)